Let Us Play...... Try Finding The Kitty-Cat in These Pictures!!
My Not So Organized Home!
Can you see Miss Freja.....?
She is somewhere, hiding in the messy kitchen....
Ok, one cat found....
Now where is Balder?
Point to anyone who found them......!
Not so easy, in the infernal hell, called my house...
But, check back in and see how nice it can be.
Give me a week, see, now I HAVE to sort things out......
PRESSURE!!! ;-)
World's Laziest Blogger
So, here is a flower for all of you who still visit here.... I am making a promise to be more active and more involved with this blog in the future.
My goal is to write here EVERY DAY....!!
So, blessings to all, in these times of good vibes and good intentions.
Peace Out!!
Soon To Be Happy.....
My Dear "Sambo" is returning home tomorrow nite.
I do not know how I feel about it.
I have kind of gotten used to being here all by my lonesome.
But, maybe things will work out, maybe things will get better,
maybe someone will listen to what I want, for a change.
I will make him read the sign above....... hear what he thinks about it,
and most importantly, ask him if he agrees with what it says.
So, I will let you know.....................what happens!
Peace Out!!
On the Road Again
Flying down the high-way. We are on the way
to visit family in the south of Sweden.
Beautiful sunset. But we keep moving on.
I love being on the road.
Feels like I am going somewhere. I do not
like standing still at the moment.....
And, since I have a good driver, I can relax
and enjoy the ride......
Studies.........
Sitting at the University of Kalmar in the South of Sweden.
My better half, is studying hard, somewhere close to here.
I just found out that I have been accepted to the course
in" Chemistry for education in year 4-6."
It starts on november 7.
I am so so happy. I really want to do this. And it is all done
via computor. I only have to meet the other students twice in
3 months. YES!!!
Sometimes life throws you a curveball, and your mood changes
completely.
Very wierd mood today.....
... it is like I do not care about anything.
And I do mean ANYTHING!!!!
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Life is too much right now.
In my brain, all my thought and impulses
are mixed up in a very strange way.
Nothing is clear, I do not know where I have been,
or where I am heading.
Like a sailboat without a rudder.
Coming from nowhere, going to "I do not know".
I guess life is too confusing for me to make any
kind of decisions right now.
Have to try to sit back, and watch and take in my
surroundings, try to get my bearings, and then make
a sane choice.....
THIS IS VERY DIFFICULT, in the state I am in.
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Happy he is here....
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According to Kalle this is his dent in the guardrail, by the bridge that
connects the island we live on with the mainland.
A couple of years ago, he had an accident with a moped. Good thing
he survived, or I would have never met him.....
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He is mighty proud of this dent..... I do not understand what there is
to be proud about..... maybe one day I will understand my better half.
Early saturday morning
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Took an early boatride....
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.... but the weather was not on our side this time. Thunder and lightning,
lots of rain. I feel sorry for the contestants in the Triathlon, who had to
compete in these conditions.
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Beautiful skyline, though....
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... and I was very sleepy.....
Thoughts about graves....
This is my mom's grave. She passed away 10 years ago.
I was there yesterday and put a few yellow flowers.
I am not very often down there, so my sister tends to the grave.
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Since I was in that mood, I also visited my grandmother's grave and
put some blue flowers there. She died when I was only 4 years old,
but I still have a few memories of her.
.
This is where my grandfather and my grandmother on my father's side
are laid to rest.
I never met my grandfather, he died a few months before I was born.
My grandmother, however, I visited quite often when I was a child.
I wish someone took better care of this grave. Maybe now that I am
down south more often, I can put some nice flowers there, and maybe
give the head-stone a good washing.
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I really do not like graveyards. But then again, sometimes I do. They
give me a sense of peace and serenity. A place for thoughts and quiet
thinking....... a place where the past is present!!!
FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND
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Today is a sad day. My very best friend, Catharina, was laid to rest.
She left us on Aug 7. The service was very peaceful and nice. Lots of
yellow flowers and music with lyrics that makes you think.........
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I left red roses from the garden by her grave. Afterwards we went to
the family's house for some rememberance.
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SHE WILL BE MISSED....... BY SO MANY........ :-(
I just had to......
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Do not worry about people talking "behind your back".
It just means that you are one step ahead of them,
and they are exactly in the right position to kiss your ass!
LIFE IS GOOD!
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Björkefall, with a new tin-roof. Looks real nice.
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Being down here, in the middle of nowhere, at least it feels like you
are all alone, is heaven. The air is full of misty rain, the trees are the
greenest of green. Forest all around me.
I CAN TAKE DEEP BREATHS AGAIN...!!!
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I do not want to go back home. I want to stay.
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This is the view from the kitchen window, peace and serenity.
Just love it.
Already gone!!
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In my mind I am already gone.
I have just about had it with Sweden, the people, my living arrangement
and the fact that I am not happy.
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Nobody knows how much time is left. So, why not do what makes you happy,
things that brings a smile to your face.
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I am going to seriously think about making a change. And I am sad to say,
traveling by plane is a must. Have to go far, far away.
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Bye bye
Just lovin' it.....
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This piece of art is sitting in an airport outside Amsterdam. I just
love how relaxed they are.... Just before I took the picture, there were
children crawling all over them.
This is the kind of art I like, the kind that won't break or tear.... That you
can actually touch and understand.
Coffee.......
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This would hit the spot, right about now. In the middle of nowhere, in the south
of Sweden, no conversation, everything so tense.
I wonder what tomorrow brings?
More arguments, or peace!!!?
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So tired now, of having to take all the decisions and all the blame.
Want to go my own way, but it will be a loney road.
Maybe I will try a bit longer......maybe.....
First day back!
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The table is almost round, it is inviting to
sit and chat.
Felt good to be in the company of "school-people" again,
I have missed intelligent subjects to talk about, and to get
feed-back on thoughts I have and questions that have puzzled
me all summer long.
GOOD TO BE BACK :-)
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Our very very nice lunch view from out table on the porch.
And the food was eccelent, lots of veggies, yummy!
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...and looking to the other side, more beautiful surrondings.
Maybe I shouln't leave this place??
Under attack...
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The little one wants to play...
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The old one does NOT...
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She is pissed off. Getting your tail chewed on, is no fun!!
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Finally, the little rascal went to sleep, and Piper can relax, in HER cat-bed.
Chocolate
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Temptations, temptations...... Oh, how I wish I could resist!!!
Tall Ships Race around the island Tjörn!
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My Sailor-look!!!
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My sweetie tying us loose. We were out on the water for a good 20 minutes.
Short is sweet.
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A good saturday..... overall... and now it is party-time, at least for some....
I prefer my computor and the cyber-space-world. IRL is over-rated!!!
back to work
I am back to work at my school.
Feeling pretty OK with that.
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But I am dead ass tired...
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.... so, over and out!
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And my therapist told me some truths today.
Got alot to think about, have to process it first,
before I will take action, and actually do something about
my situation.
Be true to myself.... I think that was the message.
