Thinking back.....10 years and 2 months....!!!
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My mom died June 9 2001, from a rare form of "slow cancer" that
runs in our family.
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I miss her very much, she was kind of my concience, always watching
over me and the boys... My sister has since then taken on somewhat
of that role... even though she does not acknowledge it.
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Death is very present in my life right now. My very best friend, since
more the 40 years, is in hospital, very very sick. Bone- and lungcancer
is taking her life. I spoke with her husband yesterday, and it is only a
matter of days until she goes to heaven, only 51 years old.
My thoughts also go to her 3 children, much too early to be without mom.
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She was very ill about 8 years ago, and spent more than a year in hospital,
but she got back to life. Her husband said that she had gotten a new appetite
for life, and that the past 6 years were real good.
I was very happy to hear that. Even though we only saw eachother maybe once
or twice a year, we e-mailed and talked on the phone more often.
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I miss you C, wish I could go visit you now, but I was told that you do not
recognize anyone who is there, not even your family.
This is so so sad.........:-(
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This one is for you, I know YELLOW is your favorite color.
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